Geena

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 14:05:51 GMT

I'm far too lazy to add every friend I have on this journal to my new one. So please, help me out with that.
new: geenabatista

I'm going against my word and posting one last entry on this account.

Since my brain isn't spitting out coherent and fluid paragraphs, I'll just list what's on my mind.
- I just graduated and I'm going through the weirdest set of emotions.
- I've finally realized that leaving isn't going to fix my problems even though I was desperately counting on it.
- I need to stop being such a fucking pansy.
- I know I'm being lied to. I'm not surprised the least bit.
- All my sentences start with a version of "I"
- My mother will always think I'm inadequate no matter what I do.
- Moving to the other side of the state doesn't freak me out as much as it should.
- I really do love my grandma, but she gets on my nerves.
- I love you but you're a piece of shit. You always have been.

Fuck this, I'm worn out.

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 03:32:10 GMT

new livejournal: geenabatista
add me, I suppose.

Three things:
I'm not creative.
I won't be logging into this account anymore.
This is a fresh start. :]

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 01:55:35 GMT

ugh.
im leaving for dallas tomorrow.
half of me wants to go and the other half just wants to stay in bed until my birthday. [which is in like 8 months or something ridiculous like that]

i failed my math final.
plain and fucking simple.
if i couldnt plug the problem into the calculator and get an answer, i just bubbled in C.

i feel so dumb today.
like a fucking bimbo.
tomorrows going to be the same way.

i was supposed to see justin today but thats not working out.
my mother's fault.
atleast i saw him yesterday.
ugh, im really going to miss him.
he called me earlier in one of those weird moods of his. i dont understand his mood swings. he calls and then we just stay quiet cause i cant find anything to say that 1.wouldnt piss him off or 2.wouldnt prompt a response that would piss me off. i really wish i could make him feel better but cheering people up has never been my strong point. i dont know, whatever. i love him. i really fucking do.

this song is mkaing me feel better.
oddly, i feel as if i can relate.
honestly i really dont know how.

Smiling sweetly said she made you smoke your cigs all outside
This could be your last time, this would be your last time now
What’s a few if the hotel don’t mind

Remember how her eyes would shine
They made you come home on time
What’s the plan for tonight calling just to say hi, love
How about just us tonight

Oh and oh and oh her eyes always fixing to tell me
Our love is gorgeous
While she would hum so softly

Hallelujah

And we would take those walks at night
And we would dance there in the kitchen till we couldn’t catch our breath

Blood collects and clots
The color creeps from carpet to tile
When you signed you seemed fine, when you signed you seemed fine
A stiff drink will change a mind

Memories aren’t for keeping, mostly just for leaving behind
They’ll remember alright, we remember alright now
A thousand memories and too much wine

Oh and oh and oh the song she would sing it so sweetly
The drunken stupor
It had you slurring it out loud

Hallelujah

And we would take those walks at night
And we would dance there in the kitchen till we couldn’t catch our breath

Cold limbs, casino carpet, and linoleum tiles
You sleep
Waking up to the choir singing

Hallelujah

Remember how her eyes would shine, they made you come home on time

thats about it.
shitty day, shitty entry.

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 21:36:51 GMT

Thanks Rebekah.

Ask me a question about each of the following:

01. Friends
02. Sex
03. Music
04. Drugs
05. Love
06. Livejournal

No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential

the third.

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 03:56:28 GMT

Tell me whatever you want.
Post anonymously kay?

the twenty fifth.

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 14:32:03 GMT

so I 'm in school with this bad ass touch screen thingy. its amazingly awesome! so anyway, yeah. I just wanted to update. oh, and my law studies class pwns. its finally Friday today! so I might "blog" or some stupid shit like that. peace out.

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 02:39:20 GMT

ignore my really messed up page.
its being tweaked.

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 21:55:17 GMT

comment to be added.