urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aeroplanelove Geena Geena 2009-06-05T14:05:51Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aeroplanelove:45471 2009-06-05T14:05:51Z 2009-06-05T14:05:51Z I'm far too lazy to add every friend I have on this journal to my new one. So please, help me out with that.<br />new: geenabatista<br /><br />I'm going against my word and posting one last entry on this account. <br /><br />Since my brain isn't spitting out coherent and fluid paragraphs, I'll just list what's on my mind.<br />- I just graduated and I'm going through the weirdest set of emotions. <br />- I've finally realized that leaving isn't going to fix my problems even though I was desperately counting on it.<br />- I need to stop being such a fucking pansy.<br />- I know I'm being lied to. I'm not surprised the least bit.<br />- All my sentences start with a version of "I"<br />- My mother will always think I'm inadequate no matter what I do.<br />- Moving to the other side of the state doesn't freak me out as much as it should.<br />- I really do love my grandma, but she gets on my nerves.<br />- I love you but you're a piece of shit. You always have been.<br /><br />Fuck this, I'm worn out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aeroplanelove:44925 2009-04-10T03:32:10Z 2009-04-10T03:33:47Z new livejournal: geenabatista<br />add me, I suppose.<br /><br />Three things:<br />I'm not creative.<br />I won't be logging into this account anymore.<br />This is a fresh start. :] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aeroplanelove:23731 2006-12-21T01:55:35Z 2006-12-21T01:55:35Z laksjakjsd ugh.<br />im leaving for dallas tomorrow.<br />half of me wants to go and the other half just wants to stay in bed until my birthday. [which is in like 8 months or something ridiculous like that]<br /><br />i failed my math final.<br />plain and fucking simple.<br />if i couldnt plug the problem into the calculator and get an answer, i just bubbled in C.<br /><br />i feel so dumb today.<br />like a fucking bimbo.<br />tomorrows going to be the same way.<br /><br />i was supposed to see justin today but thats not working out. <br />my mother's fault.<br />atleast i saw him yesterday.<br />ugh, im <b>really</b> going to miss him.<br />he called me earlier in one of those weird moods of his. i dont understand his mood swings. he calls and then we just stay quiet cause i cant find anything to say that 1.wouldnt piss him off or 2.wouldnt prompt a response that would piss me off. i really wish i could make him feel better but cheering people up has never been my strong point. i dont know, whatever. i love him. i really fucking do.<br /><br />this song is mkaing me feel better.<br />oddly, i feel as if i can relate.<br />honestly i really dont know how.<br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />Smiling sweetly said she made you smoke your cigs all outside<br />This could be your last time, this would be your last time now<br />What’s a few if the hotel don’t mind<br /><br />Remember how her eyes would shine<br />They made you come home on time<br />What’s the plan for tonight calling just to say hi, love<br />How about just us tonight<br /><br />Oh and oh and oh her eyes always fixing to tell me<br />Our love is gorgeous<br />While she would hum so softly<br /><br />Hallelujah<br /><br />And we would take those walks at night<br />And we would dance there in the kitchen till we couldn’t catch our breath<br /><br />Blood collects and clots<br />The color creeps from carpet to tile<br />When you signed you seemed fine, when you signed you seemed fine<br />A stiff drink will change a mind<br /><br />Memories aren’t for keeping, mostly just for leaving behind<br />They’ll remember alright, we remember alright now<br />A thousand memories and too much wine<br /><br />Oh and oh and oh the song she would sing it so sweetly<br />The drunken stupor<br />It had you slurring it out loud<br /><br />Hallelujah<br /><br />And we would take those walks at night<br />And we would dance there in the kitchen till we couldn’t catch our breath<br /><br />Cold limbs, casino carpet, and linoleum tiles<br />You sleep<br />Waking up to the choir singing<br /><br />Hallelujah<br /><br />Remember how her eyes would shine, they made you come home on time<br /><br />thats about it.<br />shitty day, shitty entry. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aeroplanelove:14792 2006-10-01T21:36:51Z 2006-10-01T21:36:51Z Thanks Rebekah.<br /><br /><br /><br />Ask me a question about each of the following:<br /><br />01. Friends<br />02. Sex<br />03. Music<br />04. Drugs<br />05. Love<br />06. Livejournal<br /><br />No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aeroplanelove:11211 2006-09-04T03:56:28Z 2006-09-04T03:56:28Z Catherine. Tell me whatever you want.<br />Post anonymously kay? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aeroplanelove:9718 2006-08-25T14:32:03Z 2006-08-25T14:32:03Z none. sadly enough. so I 'm in school with this bad ass touch screen thingy. its amazingly awesome! so anyway, yeah. I just wanted to update. oh, and my law studies class pwns. its finally Friday today! so I might "blog" or some stupid shit like that. peace out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aeroplanelove:8825 2006-08-20T02:39:20Z 2006-08-20T02:39:20Z ignore my really messed up page.<br />its being tweaked. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aeroplanelove:4383 2006-07-28T21:55:17Z 2008-11-05T03:11:56Z <a href="http://s32.photobucket.com/albums/d47/criminalpoet/?action=view&amp;current=IMG_0768.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i32.photobucket.com/albums/d47/criminalpoet/IMG_0768.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br><br />comment to be added.